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averagehumanbeing) wrote2021-10-11 08:02 pm
[OOC] October SOTU
• Y IS AT HOME ON ALCHEME! He likes most of them just fine, and though he doesn't trust them with his life, or enough to be Openly Exposed and Honest with them (a true alch trait tho lbr,) he does trust them enough that he can rely on them. So long as they go along with his whims, OR give him very fun reactions that let him bully or tease, Y'll continue to like them. (...I phrased that like some weirdly veiled threat WHEN IN ACTUALITY I was just trying to be more creative with my sentence structures...!! IT'S NOT A THREAT!! Y'D PROBABLY STILL LIKE THEM!!)
• As for off-unit CR, Y's first Live (and game) was the most Y's talked to anyone off the unit in his first OOC month in the game, oops. I haven't actually been tagging anyone off-team with him that much sssssssince I've just been slow and steady with life atm. IN FACT, I DON'T THINK HE HAS ANY SUPER STRONG OFF-TEAM IMPRESSIONS OF ANYONE, aside from knowing of boyfriends and people who don't know what humans are, but nothing really leaning one way or another towards "like" or "dislike" yet.
• ...but since this is a teamnesia game, I don't feel that bad that I've just been focusing on tagging unitmates with what little energy I've got to do tags with. That said!!!! I do want to try getting some off-team CR going here soon!!
• Hunger Games was his very first game, and it was amazing for him because Unit Bonding was exactly what I wanted for him, and I somehow managed to get that with Hunger Games. BLESSED.
• I'm also VERY AMUSED and glad that there were chances during HG for Y to exhibit the shitty way he cares for unitmates (while also exhibiting his never-before self-preservation skills.) He cares enough about his unitmates to follow them into the sewer—but not enough to risk injury helping them out. He did Not follow after B when he left to save Lark (because he knew he would have most definitely died in the carousel trying and Fuck That)—but still agreed with C that he'd help look for them after five minutes. On the other hand, he doesn't regret briefly snapping at Tea for breaking the statue, BUT did feel a lil bad when she was droopy afterwards so he was deliberately nice at her later to show that things were ok!! TO GET TO PLAY WITH THIS SIDE OF HIM WAS A++++
• Imeeji-wise, Y continues to lean hard into the idol persona outside the dorm; he's actively thinking of ways to fuck with people—I mean, Lives. Also he has no idea what to do with his points, and he will probably wait to buy his abilities all at once when the "I was told to buy abilities so I'm NOT doing that" reaches its cooldown.
•tl;dr: alcheme is perfection and someday soon y will know people off alcheme, sage nod
• AMNESIA VANITAS IS FUN(NY) TO PLAY! Without his memories, Y 1) doesn't hate himself, thus 2) Actually Has Self-Preservation, 3) doesn't have any Strong reservations about friendship (though he's still low-key on guard and wary in a practical manner), and 4) he isn't Actively trying to make everyone hate him. AND YET, Y's still an annoying weirdo through and through! Even funnier, without his memories he actually LIKES himself. This is proof that amnesia heals.
• Anyway, point is, I'm having a lot of fun with Y and sometimes I get a ping of "HOHHHH! IS THIS EVEN IC?!" until I remember he has amnesia, and my folder of "vanitas not appreciating himself memes" won't resonate with Y much at all because of the amnesia. HOWEVER, this is my BIGGEST concern because HOW the heckies do I share these FUNNY memes when it's not Y!!!! (Just kidding, I'm going to share the memes anyway, suckerssssss.)
• RL TALK! I haven't been able to dig my heels into tagging like I really wanna just yet, and probably won't for a little while longer. Work-wise, my old team and new team are playing tug o' war with me so I'm always drained by the end of the day after squeezing both roles into my 9+ hour workday, BUT! HOPEFULLY THAT ENDS... EVENTUALLY! Blanket apology for being slow, thank you for your patience, I promise I will persevere and really get into the swing of things with Y soon!!
•tl;dr: i love playing y and i will become stronger than ever.................... soon
• WcD's roleplay live!! We must share the joy of WcD's with the world. I want to take the time to draft something up for it since I think it'd be nice to set it up a bit like how Ari's done roleplay lives before, where there are roles and suggestions for everyone to take for themselves.
• GOING TO HAVE HIM TAKE HIS FIRST MEMORY SOON!! A silly one, nothing that's telling about his ~dark past~ or ~self-hatred~ yet. I still like playing him this way, I don't want to lose it yet!!
• And note to self, I need to make a thread/development tracker (nothing elaborate, just to help me keep tabs on what I'm doing with this ding dong.) Oh. I also need to... get my point sheet up to date. ACTUALLY, I HAVEN'T MADE ONE YET, SHHH DON'T TELL THE MODS.
• (also i am looking forward to the eventual host live, it's on this list because I want to acknowledge this excitement and the dream that alcheme milks Y for what he's worth, which is sitting there and look hot alongside the rest of alch looking hot, and i think it's great that they could use him for all he's worth which is just looking hot, amen.)
•tl;dr: i have plans! but i'm also trying to keep from overwhelming myself with too much